I'm going as far as I can go, away from here, away from you, Jake, and the hole you've sunk me into.
I wish that I could belong here with you, and just be..
but that's not all that I'm about. To do.
I'm a big proponent of removing people from your life who don't bring some benefit to it. There are too many things in the world that are stressors and the people you surround yourself with shouldn't be one of them. It's far easier said than done, though, and I'm a bit sad about it.